MY DREAM COME TRUE!!

ahhhh so i havent done a new post in FAR FAR FAR too long! so this might be a long one! so brace yourselves! lots and lots to talk about!

soo. once again let me welcome my new followers! yayy!!! it makes me soo excited when people follow me!! i love reaching more people! talking about things that i think everyone should know about! so thanks for joining and strap your seat belts for this long and adventuerous ride!;)
sooo this week in my hometown is this thing called, yankee homecoming, its when teenagers and adults all the way to cute little old couples gather together in whats the cutest littlest town in the world! that i love sooooo soo much! newburyport! Newburyport is probably one of my favorite places in the world! alot of people around here share the same feelings! as well as my older brother! who is awesome i might add.. alwasy gives me good advice and always seems to know the right thing to say at the right time. the other night on our way downtown, i started talking to him about my dreams and what i plan on doing with the rest of my life, and all that good stuff. like i said he always has the right thing to say.. he said to me, " it doesnt matter what your dream is, or how you plan on getting there, just remember this one important thing, nothing can stop you from persueing your dreams. The pain of not knowing is far worse then the pain of failing." this really does mean a lot to me, because hes right! if you never try and you grow up just kind of flying by then you will never know what you are capable of, but if you try and you fail, well atleast you know you tried, and you could keep trying! so i want all of you to take this advice!!! if you have a dream what is stopping you from getting there! nothing, you can do anythning with this life! whatever it may be! i want you guys to be inspired and have soo much will power and just be overflowing with excitment!!!!

i pray that you guys find the willpower to make your dreams come true! dont let ANYTHING stop you! i know im not going too!i pray that all the people struggling and hurting right now find some strength to make it through ! your dreams can come true if you want them too!

something that has inspired me! one of my boyfriends friends has his own clothing line and is in a really cool band and all that good stuff, he sells really cool t-shirts and cool bags and all that good stuff! you NEED to check it out, its called wear for changes! http://www.wearforchanges.bigcartel.com/products heres the link!!! im pretty sure that like 10 percent goes to some charity or something! HOW COOL IS THAT?!
this is my bag that i bought and i LOVE! its soo cool!

YOUR GOAL FOR TODAY:make some short term and long term goals for yourself! and try to think of some ways to achieve them! nothing shall stop you! go for your goals!

i hope that you guys have a good day today, dont let anything get you down today!

with love,
stephanie

NEW FOLLOWERS!

Welcome new followers!!! Thank you for joining my way of bringing a little bit more sunshine into your day! I hope that you enjoy reading my day to day adventures as much as I enjoy writing them for you to read!

Your goal today: tell someone you apreciate them for being in your life. And thank them for being there when you need them to be!

Remember; everyone is important no matter who you are. I pray that everyone feels important and that all those people out there who feel line a nobody, your everyone to me.

P.s sorry if this is horribly written I'm on an iPod! Ha ha

With love,
Stephanie

CUPPIECAKES!

sooo this week me and my boyfriend went too marthas vinyard, not only did we enjoy the wonderfull views of a beatifull private beach that we had all to ourselves; but we enjoyed delicious cupcakes at the wonderfull cupcakes store right around the corner in edgar town, E`s Cupcakes.
we walked into the store and asked about all the different types of frostings and cakes and the wonderfull lady behind the corner asked us if we would like to try some frosting! and of course we diddnt refuse! we asked how many we could try and she then asked us how many fingers we have! we tried every single frosting in that little cupcake store! all the way down to peanut butter! it was soo yummy! it made me feel all warm inside i loved it!

i hope that everyone gets to feel as warm inside as i did about these cupcakes! they were awesome! i never would have went into the cupcake store if i wasnt looking hard enough. its soo little!

YOUR GOAL FOR TODAY: notice the little things in life, instead of only taking in the big picture remember all the little ones along the way.

with love,
stephanie

Fast update!

Soo i went to mart has vineyard these past two days with my boyfriend so thats why I haven't been writing! And I don't have much time to do one right now so Promise there will be one later! :)


With love,
Stephanie

RANDOM DELIGHT!

These are the wonderfull flowers that my wonderfull boyfriend brought for me and suprised me! you shoulda seen my faceee!!!:))))) I LOVE random delights, and i believe that everyone deserves a random delight each and everyday of their lives! i hope that each and everyone of you gets a random delight today and the next day and the next!!! remember, the more random delights you bring the more you will recieve!

i pray that the people who are hurt and down and feel like they cant make it anyore receive at least one random delight today to show them they can make it through!

with love and flowers!:),
stephanie

ALL ABOUT YOU!

i think the thing that i hate most about my job is the fact that they are constantly pushing you to look like a certain thing, like one certain model just so they can show you off and people will buy your clothes. i hate that. becuase i am the complete opposite, i love being independent and wearing things that people wouldnt normally wear becuae i dont care what anyone thinks!!!! ha
i think the biggest thing that i struggled with in highschool was getting people to accept me. I feel like a lot of teens in highschool are that way, kids are soo unaccepting.. and it hurts other kids, if people just accepted who they were, everyone would be so much happier!!! we need to love eachother. and love ourselves, without love in your life, its unhappy, and you shouldnt let anyone or anything stand in your way of happiness!
i hate when people say, oh this persons so ugly. i dont think that one person in this world is ugly. god made us all beautifull in our own ways, we need to trust and love ourselfs and feel good in our bodies!
your goal for today: LOVE who you are. you are beautifull in your own way, dont let anyone tell you any different. Let your heart scream with happiness and overflow with joy, becuase you deserve it. love yourself.

i pray that anyone who hurts themselves becuase they dont feel beautifull or good enough or its suffering in a abusive relationship, all of those people who are told they are ugly.. i pray that you believe these words, and that im telling you that you are SO SO SO beautifull! i see that you are beautifull, because you truley are!

with love,
stephanie

make new friends but keep the old, one is siler and the others gold?

why cant it be like in kindergarden, when none of the stupid highschool drama that goes on in lives of girls my age ever happend, when everyone was friendly with everyone and played with everyone.. where did those days go? make new friends and keep the old? its SO hard to make friends at this age, people are soo quick to judge, soo quick to put up a wall..

it sucks more than ever right now that this is supposed to be the best summer of my life, but its the worst. i wish more than anything right now that i had a best friend, i have noone to go shopping with, noone to tell things too and to cry too, i want that more than anything, and its just not there for me right now... :/ i guess ill never have one.. and its not my fault, i dont wanna be friends with any of the friends i had, becuase they turned their backs on me, were disloyal to me, and hurt me in a way i never thought that i would be hurt. i miss them more than anything, but i dont want to care about people who dont care about me.
i hate that this is such a sad blog, because ussually my blogs are ussually really happy, and up beat, but im just not very happy today...
i hate my job, ive never felt more talked down too and disrespected in my life.. i hate it there, i want to leave there so bad.

i feel fat, and i dont feel any motivation to do anything about it, even though i wish i coul more than anything.

its just not a good day today:/
and on top of all of this, noone even ever reads this, sooo.. i guess i really am alone.

i pray that everyone in the world that feels the way that i do, just know that you arent alone. that im right there with you. and that nothing is ever that bad.


p.s sorry i havent been writing a lot.. lots been going on.


with love,

stephanie