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Tuesday, May 25, 2010


so i started this blog exepecting a lot, i knew that itd be hard to actually have people isten to what i say.. but ive had this for a good couple of months now.. and only 3 followers one of them being me.

i almost feel like this reflects on my home life too. now that highschool is over, it feels amazing its like, now i can start over, i dont have to be put under some stupid expectation that the people at highschool have put me under. i mean granted im not like a nerd, but im not one of those plastic girls, you know? but thats besides the point, i want to create who i really am for people. i want people too look at me for who i actually am! blahh i guess i thought this site would help, but its not really how i expected, im slowly losing hope on here. if theres anyone out there, let me know! please.

i pray that all the people in the world that feel lonley right now, know that im sitting there right with them, that they arent alone, that im always here to listen.

with love,

Wednesday, May 19, 2010


i cannotttt believe that in 4 hours, im going to be completly finished with highschool! Onto the big scary world for me.. ahh that just scared tha bajeebers outa me! ha ha ha
i remember my very first day of highschool, i was only the wee little age of 14 ha! thats so long ago! anyways, my mommy dropped me off, and i said to her, " mom i cant believe im in highschool now!" and she said, " slow down, it flys by!" and who knew... MOMMA WAS RIGHT! man, did highschool fly by. i am going to miss it a lot though. i mean of course i wont miss doing the homework and getting up early and all of that fun stuff! but of course the people i see tommorow i probably will never see them again after graduation. I mean sure, ill probably see them at coffee shops in boston or at the store when im shopping for groceries for my family. but i guess what really really scares me, is that this means i am no longer a kid, a teenager.. i mean yes i am obviously a teenager still. but i am now a young adult. SCARY!

my favorite highschool memory.. hmm let me see..

i honestly love color day. its so much fun. people get all painted in the school colors and we have a competition between all of the classes to see who can do the best.. i mean of course the seniors win every single year, but its always fun just to rub it in all the underclassmens faces! aahhaha no im kiding i love the underclassmen, they are all really nice, and ill miss them all too!

anyways im going to bed, i cannot wait untill tommorow were doing a class prank, but i cant put it on here yet! ill have to wait to post pictures of it too! hwhehe

did you do any senior pranks when you graduated? do tell!

with huge love,


ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL!!! today and tommorow are my last two days!!! ahhh soo exciting! just thought id do a quick little post before im off to my last couple days of highschool!

i hope everyone is doing well, and i pray for all the little children who cant go through school because of their family situations!

whats your favorite highschool memory!? tell me! id LOVE to know!!

ill fill you in on mine a little later, im gonna be late! AHHHHHHH

with love,

Wednesday, May 12, 2010


okay so i just realized that i havent updated you all on how my interview went! HOW SILLY OF ME!

wellll I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!
its awesome, i love working because its almost like shopping every single day, HOW AWESOME IS THAT!!?!?!?!?

and everyone seems to really like me there, which i loveee....

on a even BETTER NOTE: I GRADUATE IN 7 DAYS!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO oh my goodness you wont even believe how much i cannot wait.. haha its like im counting down the days which is horribe, but heyyyy who cahresss riight!!???

also, who else in new england is like, WHERE THE HECK IS THE WARM WEATHER! im fahreazzzinggggggg brrrrr.. ha ha ha

tommorow is also the art festival which is advertised around the school with one of my paintings as the poster!!!!!! here it is! and me of course.. heheheheh i LOVE IT!

OH and heres my charlotte russe name tag.. SUPER COOL! hehe i know im such a nerd. BUT WHATEVAHHH i think its cool!!! hehe i love it when all my friends come to visit me! its soo funnn!

i feel soo thankfull that i have this job and i hate to think about all of the homeless people suffering and cant find a job to support their family..i feel like a lot of the time we take for granted the good things that we have!

anyways, im off to rest my sleepy little head! thank goodness i dont have to wake up too early tommorow! i wish all of you a goodnights rest and that you have many funfilled dreams!

with love and hugs,

Sunday, May 2, 2010

please pray for me!

I guess you never realize what youve got untill its gone..
i am so thankfull that i have such a great family that can support eachother during this hard time..
i dont think ill ever be able to go back to wendys again, because for me, i associate place with memories...
today i was having a not exactally a "nice" lunch with my boyfriend, but we were still eating something! at wendys.. now let me fill you in on exactaly what happend last night..

so i pretty much live with my boyfriend now at his house, so i always have my car with me because he just totaled his, and i let him use my car every so often when he needs it... well his parents have been away all weekend so i was there with him... 1:00 rolls around... the phone rings. its corey ryans younger brother...
" dude can you come get me im wicked drunk im hammered.. im puking everywhere!" not so pleasant. i know.. anywho.. so i let him go use my car to go pick up his drunken brother... keep in mind that i had to work at 7 the following morning.. three rolls around and im still awake worried sick about his little brother because he had not stopped puking.. so finally he fell asleep, and then.. BOOOMMM, we hear a loud noise downstars. my boyfriend RUNS downstairs.. and guess who it is.. two of ryans little brothers friends.. they wanted to stay there for the night, but we diddnt want to be resposible for all of these underaged drunk kids.. so we said no of course.. so that was that and we went back to bed.. i wake up the next morning to orange juice slpashed ALLL OVER MY CAR... i was not too happy to say the least... i contemplated calling the cops.. but what proof did i have!?

anyways, so back to the whole wendys thing.. so we are at wendys and my phoen rings.. i was expecting it to be one of the boys who put orange juice all over my car... but nope, it was my grandmother...

what happend next was so unexpected,
she told me my aunt had passed away....

i LOVED my aunt, she was my idol, my strength the person who i knew i could ALWAYS turn too no matter what.. she was like a second mom to me.. we were extremly close.. i lost it.. i diddnt know what to do...

anyways, i pray that all of the people who have lost someone or has a family member who is sick that they have an easy grieving process and if they have cancer or any type or illness that it is cured..


with all my love and prayers...
stephanie lynn